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Clutter

2010-06-28T20:41:00.003+08:00

I share Poli's sentiment on Multiply becoming Facebook's next victim. I like this social media site. Yeah, even more than Facebook. But people seem to be more caught up with their farms and are busy harvesting rather than blogging or posting a photo album named "Vanity Strikes Part 93748916819" on their Multiply site.It's also sad that I can now only blog when "I can." I remember back in Second

Grieving: It's a Process

2009-10-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

It's this line from the movie "Analyze That" that keeps ringing in my head. But indeed, grieving is a process, and I can prove that too. Case in point:An old classmate from UST (I would've called him a friend, but he's too much of a jerk for that label. Often trolls me on websites I often go to. I can prove that too but I would need to interview our "common friends" first.) sought help for his

BDSM

2009-09-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

I love Japan. I love things, people, and events that/who are associated with the Land of the Rising Sun. If you want to get to know me better (then again, who wants to :D), that is the first one you'll have to learn.Sometimes though, I can't help but feel afraid of the things that I read about this little piece of heaven. Things that make me think twice if I really do want to live in this

Of Interviews, Dickheads, Rejection, and First-day Jitters

2009-05-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

How to survive an interview:1. It doesn't matter what time you arrive, as long as there are about twelve others who are also there for interview. Kung ikaw lang mag-isa, magdusa kang pumunta sa oras.2. Do not stutter. Apparently they hate that. And they also hate it when you give them your exact salary requirement. And that you don't want to start immediately. So siguraduhin mong sulit na ang

T_T

2009-04-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

waaaahhhhh... :cry:i hate you jerk�(i really should stop posting like this, maybe once i get a job :mrgreen:)

holy hell...

2009-04-27T04:10:00.000+08:00

Mijiru received a phone call approximately twenty hours before eight in the morning and now she can't go back to sleep.BTW she has less than twenty four hours to learn to speak in English without getting her tongue tied in a knot.Good luck, bitch. :sweat:

Greatest Hits, Volume 1

2009-04-04T07:58:00.000+08:00

Nursery- Las Pinas Puericulture CYDC- Hindi ko rin alam ang ibig sabihin ng CYDC.- Mahabang storya kung paano nangyari, pero sa Times ako tumira nung mga panahong yun.- Sinulatan ko ng pangalan ko ang mga kabinet sa kwarto nila Tita kaya napagalitan ako.- Hindi ako pinapayagang umuwi ng Cavite kahit weekends.- Kaklase ko si Van Harvey nun. Crush ko daw siya sabi ni Lola. Ewan ko lang kung totoo

Mga bagay na tinuro sa akin ng Tumblebugs 2

2009-03-26T17:40:00.001+08:00

Sino nga ba ang nagsabing walang maituturo sa isang bata ang paglalaro? Hhmmm...Tulad na lamang ng larong Tumblebugs, di lamang ito nakakaadik, may mapupulot ka pang aral (at tanong) tungkol sa buhay. Halimbawa...To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.Why is ABBREVIATION such a long word?Why is the third hand on the watch called a second hand?Celebrities work

random ka-emohan (kasi last na)

2009-03-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

isang gabi bago matulog, naalala ko yung huling prod na sinalihan ko.nung una, in denial pa ko. pero kagabi, tuluyan ko ng naamin sa sarili ko na sobrang nalulungkot ako nung prod na yun. tae kasi eh, wala akong makausap. kahit na medyo kinakausap ko naman yung mga kasama ko sa kwartong yun sa taas, parang wala lang. di man lang sila sumasagot, tumatango o tumatawa sa mga korni kong jokes. bat

Minsan kailangan mo talaga sabihin kahit alam mong nakakasakit...

2009-03-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

Kahit magkaibigan tayo minsan talaga hindi natin alam kung anong klaseng paguugali na ang ipinapakita natin sa kaibigan...kaya kahit alam kong dapat ko ng kalimutan, sasabihin ko na lang sayo...What. A. Dick.[at para naman sa mga taong walang magawa at nataon pa na siya ang pinakamagandang hayop sa balat ng lupa - oo, narcissist ka - hindi mo naman kailangang ibalandra ang BUONG sarili mo sa

The Final Set

2009-03-10T12:29:00.001+08:00

(Medyo sappy ata itong post ko kaya kung ayaw niyo makabasa ng dramatic ekek, lalo na't kakatapos niyo lang sa Of Mice and Men *haha*, wag niyo na lang basahin. lol.)Kakaiba ang Marsong ito para sa'kin. Ang daming nagtapos.Di ko na sasabihin kung sinu-sino, pero pakiramdam ko ang daming nagtapos na buhay nitong March (Syempre alam niyo na kung sino yung pinakasikat don). Pero kahit sa hindi mga

Wallpaper

2009-02-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hindi pa ba nagsi-sink in sa'yo na meron ka na lamang isa at kalahating linggo para tapusin lahat ng bagay na kailangang tapusin dahil ga-graduate ka na?Hayaan mong tulungan kita sa pamamagitan ng wallpaper.- sabi ng computer ko sa'kin.Sana makatulong din sa inyo 'to. XD

I should have seen it coming

2009-02-15T07:07:00.000+08:00

damn itit happens every year anyway.

Things nobody really wants to know about me

2009-02-12T15:16:00.001+08:00

... So don't bother reading this. Haha~Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.(By the way, I don't really know why those "dudes" tagged me. Heck, it says I want to know

What I learned from Japanese porn...

2009-01-29T18:54:00.003+08:00

Don't look directly in her cleavage! It's like a black hole, you'll get sucked in!- Katsuya Jonouchi (Joey Wheeler), Yu-Gi-Oh!: The Abridged SeriesNow don't get me wrong.I do watch porn (I watch porn. I don't collect. I erase it after watching it. Sorry boys, watching and collecting are still two very different things. xD) and I have been obsessed with Jappy-related things I have laid my eyes on.

Mijiru just became the happiest fangirl ever~

2009-01-11T09:56:00.002+08:00

Thanks to a former classmate's blog, I found out that Hajime no Ippo season 2 has started. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~I'm a big nut for this anime first because of Vorg. And second... no, there's no second. waahahahaa! Kidding.Of course I like the comedy, the action, the EVERYTHING...I'm not really expecting that Vorg will have an appearance for the second season, but I'm still hoping. But hey, whether he

Dramatic

2009-01-08T19:23:00.001+08:00

"In the ninja world, those who don't follow the rules are considered trash, but those who don't protect their comrades are lower than trash." - Uchiha Obito, Naruto(yet another Tagalog post... na dala ng kanonood ng Honey and Clover xD)Naiinis ako.Nabanggit ko na ata dati na minsan, "nag-aalangan" ako na tawagin ang isang tao na kaibigan ko dahil baka ako lang ang nakakakita o nakakaramdam na

Moving On

2008-12-21T09:48:00.001+08:00

I wonder how you're supposed to give up. Do I decide to give up and act accordingly? And move further and further away from what my heart really wants? Then, will I forget everything someday, including this pain in my heart, without a trace, as if nothing was there to begin with?- Yamada Ayumi, Honey and CloverI am one of those people who find it hard to give up and move on. Matigas kasi ulo ko.

epiphany

2008-12-14T11:01:00.001+08:00

note: Dahil sa pagpunta ko sa Poetry-ekek ng tuweegee (TWG) nung isang araw, nagkaron ako ng epiphany na mahal ko ang wikang Filipino. Basta, nakaka-hanga yung mga poet (lang?) na nag-talk.At isang random day naman, bigla na lang nabuo sa isipan ko 'to. Di naman mukhang tula e, pero nevertheless, Filipino siya. Di mo kailangang basahin, dahil malamang di mo naman mage-gets. :rofl:~*~*Nakatitig sa

Wakaranai~

2008-11-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

I just don't get it.You know, when you have a friend, or any person that you care about for that matter, and you haven't seen him for a long time, you would probably miss the person. And you would want nothing more than to have a constant connection with him just so that you wouldn't miss him anymore.I always seem to experience this scenario. But what bothers me is

bwisit ka

2008-11-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

bwisit ka.............ay, KAYO pala.

Fangirling the so-called "army fanboy"

2008-10-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

Disclaimer: I am not sure if everyone would understand my next post.So if you notice that I already am speaking/typing "in tongues," then feel free to go close your IE/Firefox window. :)Due to unwanted school works that bugged everyone for the past few months, my anime freak-self was on a hiatus. No wonder I felt so empty during those months.Anyway, because I refused to give our thesis even just

Falter (emo-ng title lang)

2008-10-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

Walang sinabi ang mga nakaraang project ng nagdaang mga taon kumpara sa pinagdaanan namin ngayong sem alone.Hindi ako mahilig mag-overnight sa bahay ng ibang kaklase para lang gumawa ng project. Unless alam kong with open arms kaming tatanggapin ng may-ari ng bahay (tulad ng nangyari kina Airin!), iiwasan ko talaga. Ayoko rin ng buong gabing gising para gumawa ng project. Gusto ko na kahit limang

F****n' Lucky Lady

2008-07-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

I caught myself checking out his Friendster account again... Goddamn it, nothing has changed... he's still...................... adorable. (and apparently, he's just getting more adorable as time passes) To Ms. Lucky Lady: You're fcukin lucky. Don't screw this up. To You: Just go ahead with your good life. haha.. :)and ....when will I ever see you again?NOTE: This is posted out of nostalgia

Dreams are not my reality

2008-07-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

Fil Jrn professor asked us to do something weird. By weird, I mean translating our own dreams into something more appropriate for everyday living. I thought it was easy, until I dreamt of something not even the oldest jeezers around Baclaran can decipher.So there I was outside a building that I recognized was from my high school. I never knew what that building was called, by the way. I was

Tagay! (at iba pang kwentong lasing)

2008-05-23T15:28:00.003+08:00

Sa ilang araw na paglabas-labas ko ng bahay eh ilang nakaka-amuse na pangyayari na ang nasaksihan ko. Ilan sa mga iyon ay involved ang isang (o higit pang) lasing. As in yung sobrang lasing, wala na sa sarili, di na alam ang ginagawa at sinasabi.Bago ko kaya pangaralan na "Itigil ang Alkoholismo. Magpatingin sa doktor, 'treat to quit' ika nga," eh ikukwento ko muna kung anu-ano yun. (well... yung

Post na Hindi mo na Kailangang Basahin

2008-05-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

Why fit in, when you can stand out?Hindi ko alam kung ano ang maganda sa kasabihang 'to at bakit sadyang marami ang naloloko nito. Ganon na ba talaga karami ang conceited sa mundo?Akala ko dati isa na ko dun sa mga nauto ng kasabihang yan. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, wala na kong pakielam kung ayaw sa'kin ng tao. Never akong magbabago para lang matanggap ng iba (minsan na rin kasi akong "napag-utusan"

Minsan.

2008-05-15T16:53:00.001+08:00

Lyn. Shyn. Edhz. Te. Nice. Karen. Miki. Ossie. Richelle. Papa E. Jenta. Miss ko na kayo! Ahuhuhuu... (kahit na nakakairita yung iba sa inyo. haha!)I need a friend(s). I feel neglected alone again.Tangina niyo sumama kayo sa get-together at ng magkaron naman tayo ng bagong kumpleto na picture! Kumusta naman yung nasa taas no, GRADUATION pa yun! hahahaha!!!!Sana'y huwag kalimutan ang ating mga

Really not for the faint-hearted

2008-05-09T16:22:00.001+08:00

unang beses kong pumunta sa workshop ng org-organ ko kung saan na-critic, o nalait, hindi lang ang gawa ko pati na rin ang buong pagkatao ko.hindi naman ako galit sa taong yun. hindi lang nga siguro ako marunong tumanggap ng criticisms. ang loser ko talaga.hindi ko alam kung gusto ko pang mag-sulat.hindi ko alam kung gusto ko pang ipagpatuloy ang kalokohang to.sabi ko na nga ba dapat nag-HRM na

Nakakagago. Nagago. Nanggago.

2008-05-02T22:18:00.001+08:00

On the way back home...(putanginang opening line yan oh! sige tama na, tagalog na lang...)Nasa jeep ako pauwi na sa Cavite galing sa kamulmulang OJT ng makasabay ko sa jeep ang isa sa mga lalaking prof ko nung high school. Di ko alam kung papansinin ko siya, kasi bukod sa di ko naman talaga siya gusto, eh nagkaron ng bali-balita sa school noon na SM siya (sa mga kumag na di nakakaalam, ang SM ay

Kami ang star ng Star. XD

2008-04-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

Wala na namang kwenta ang update na 'to! hehehe!1. OJT na!Last Thursday, nag-orientation na kami sa Philippine Star para sa OJT. Excited na ko mag-start, actually. Mukha naman kasing ok yung magiging trainer namin. Manila City Hall at NBI ang magiging beat ko, kasama si Irene. Syempre, mas gusto pa rin sana na sa magazine ako makapa-OJT pero mukang wala talagang gusto na mag-tyaga sa'kin. hehehe.

Ang Sangkap ng Kalungkutan

2008-04-01T19:30:00.001+08:00

mangokani sticksushi ricenoritobikoshouyu(wasabi is optional XD)Sa di malamang kadahilanan, ilang araw ko ng ginugustong makakain ng California Maki. At dahil iilan lang ang branches ng Tempura, Kitaro o Fukuya na alam ko (at dahil alam kong mahal dun), tinarget ko ang Tokyo Tokyo (so delicious, so Japan-nice! XD).Dapat mag-isa lang akong kakain. Gusto kong kumain ng Maki dahil nalulungkot ako.

Mas Gusto Ko Siya

2008-03-14T13:07:00.001+08:00

Dahil pakiramdam ko, hindi naintindihan ng mga kaklase ko ang binasa kong Flash Fiction nung Monday (hehe), eto po-pinost ko na. Pakilait ulit. XD~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Namumuo ang luha sa mga mata ni Gng. Lopez habang patuloy na naglalagay ng cookies sa isang malaking pilak na plato. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi niya matanggap ang naging desisyon ng kanyang unico hijo.

Disappointment

2008-02-29T18:46:00.001+08:00

Balik-buhay estudyante na ko uli, officially.Natapos na ang production ng Moulin Rouge. Kahit mami-miss ko ang umakyat sa Techbooth ng alas-siyete ng umaga, masaya dahil magkakaron na uli ako ng time para problemahin ang mas mahalagang bagay sa buhay ko, ang pag-aaral (at ang panonood ng anime. hihi. XD).Pero ako na siguro ang unang aamin, sobrang na-disappoint ako.Hindi sa performers. Grabe, ang

Say No to Drugs, Jerk

2008-02-15T14:48:00.001+08:00

Tangina!!Obviously, panimula pa lang ng post na ito, hindi na maganda ang nararamdaman ko.Nag-backfire na ang paniniwala kong gagawin akong 'busy' ng mga org na sinalihan ko. Hindi dahil wala akong ginagawa sa mga org na 'yun, kundi dahil nagkasabay-sabay ang mga activity ng org ko at ng mga gawain sa acads.Sa Tomasinotaku, nalaman ko na required volunteers pala ang College Representatives para

take me away... anywhere away from here... =(

2008-01-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

I wanna go to a place where I can say That I’m all right I’m staying there with you I wanna know if there could be anyway That there’s no fight,and I’m safe and sound with you And every time I look, I thought you were there But it was just my imagination I don’t see it anymore cause I see thru you now Even now I think I haven’t noticed this peaceful sky but I always remember that I still don’t

Black List

2007-12-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

Matagal ako bago nakapag-update dahil sa ilang mga rason. Pero ang pinaka-importante lang naman dun ay wala naman talagang interesanteng pangyayari sa buhay ko na kailangan ko pang ipagkalat sa mundo.Pero dahil ayoko pa talagang gumawa ng mga assignment na tinambak ngayong Christmas Break, eto nag-blog ako. hehe. XDOtanjoubi Omedetou, Take OneDiecinueveAng sakit isipin na 19 years old na ko.

hay nako wag niyo na lang basahin maiinis lang kayo

2007-12-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

nakakairita. di ko na kayang itago. gusto ko magalit. gusto ko sabihin sa kanya na ang sakit-sakit ng ginagawa niya sa'kin. kung di lang talaga maaagrabyado ang ibang tao, matagal na kong sumabog. tangina talaga... napakasinungaling niya... di na talaga siya magbabago... huhuhu... awwwttssss... T____________________T

Executive Privilege

2007-11-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

Nakuha ko 'to mula sa blog ni Julius at nakita rin sa blog ni Jane. Di naman tag, mukhang masaya lang kasi yung premise, although nagawa ko na ata 'to dati. Maga-address lang ng 20 statements sa 20 tao, pero hindi mo sasabihin kung para kanino yung statement.Okay, let's get it on~!~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*1. Alam ko na ang sikreto mo... at di ko akalaing

Pfft.

2007-10-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

What is my blog for?Medyo nawawalan na ko ng panahon at gana para mag-blog. Nagsimula yun nung tinadtad kami ng articles na malamang ay wala ng katapusan. Meron pa kasing tatlong sem na kailangang tapusin at syempre, pag nagtrabaho ako bilang journalist (although alam kong hindi yun ang gusto kong gawin buong buhay ko) eh malamang puro pagsusulat pa rin ang aatupagin ko. Pwera na nga lang kung

Oh... Okay Lang Ako Huh?!?!

2007-10-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

o-wa-riNung mga nakaraang araw eh walang mapaglagyan ang panic ko sa sobrang daming pinagawa sa'min. Nauna na ang lahat ng feature articles para sa Feature Writing (JRN205) at ang madugong prod ng Mediartrix (na natapos sa pamamagitan ng paglamon sa KFC ng mga techbutch at techbitch), tapos ay nadagdagan pa ng mas marami gawain.At talaga naman, napakaraming MIS-adventures ang nangyari dahil sa

The Best Way I Know

2007-09-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

Smile At MeFunny how I fell for youAnd the day you caught my eyeAnd my life have never been the sameSince the day I saw your smileAs you shine above from everyoneYou stand out from the crowdSomehow I can't find words to sayYou're indescribableAnd you sweep me off my feetEverytime you smile at me... at me... at me... at me...You light my wayYou always take my breath awayYou set me freeWhen

To Want an Unwanted

2007-09-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Ayoko ng projects at experiments pero kailangan kong gawin dahil kung hindi masisira ang kinabukasan ko.Ayokong pumasok pero dahil ginastusan ng mga magulang ko to dati pa, wala na ko magagawa.Ayoko tumira sa Cavite o QC pero wala naman akong ibang mapuntahan.Ayokong maging tanga pero ganito na ko dati pa e. hehe.Ayoko sa sarili ko pero dahil ito ang binigay ng Diyos sa'kin kaya wala na ko

Shut up, you jealous, mean, workaholic!

2007-09-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

Wahaha! Marami *sana* akong gustong ikwento kaya heto ang panimula...Jealousy is an Ugly ThingNung sabado, sabi kasi ni Airin eh gagawa daw kami ng article para sa Journalese (pero alam niyo naman kame... hehe) kaya andun ako ilang oras bago pa man mag-klase. Nakapagkwentuhan kami tuloy tungkol sa mga kaklase ng kanyang Macho Fafsi na parang type ata si Allen at "fini-flirt" ang fafsi. Natawa ko

Life As I Know It (Anime and misery. duh.)

2007-08-23T13:52:00.000+08:00

And since nothing much has been happening to me, I won't talk about any of my crap today... So... yippeeee!!!**disclaimer: just don't read the entry if you can't understand a thing about what I'm talking about, ok? tenk u beri mats!~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*photo from http://www.yale.edu/ Death Note, both manga and anime, has ended months ago. I can't tell you guys how much

I'm Fucking 'It'

2007-08-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Eto na Poli, pimp!3 names you go by:LouiseMyjelWeng3 screen names you've had:NeBaby LouMijiru3 physical things you like about yourself:Buhok... sa ulo po (tae yan lang ata maganda sa'kin)3 physical things you don't like about yourself:TigyawatEyebagsMaitim ako (duh)3 parts of your heritage:PinoySpanishJapanese... wish ko lang3 things that scare you:sobrang lakas na kulog at kidlat... yung tipong

Ambisyosa Ako at ang Pananaw ko sa Paglipat ni Angel Locsin sa ABS-CBN

2007-07-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

WAAAHH...SANA MATANGGAP AKONG COLLEGE REPRESENTATIVE NG TOMASINOTAKU...[matagal ko ng pangarap yun {nye!} pero ngayon lang ako nagkaron ng kapal ng mukha mag-apply]PAGDASAL NIYO KO! [LOLX]~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Sa wakas nagkaron din ako ng weekend na walang isusulat na article. Gusto kong maiyak nung na-realize ko kanina yun. Pero kahit walang article, may mga

I Hate Love Club

2007-07-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

(Wag niyo na pansinin yung title. Si Arvee lang ang nakakaalam niyan. heheh.)Pagpasensyahan niyo na yung nauna kong post... pero binura ko na pala yun. Tinotopak na naman ako nung mga nakaraang araw at nagiging Emo. Hindi ko ba alam sa sarili ko. Nakakaasar nga e... sa tingin niyo matutulungan ako ni Mam Bolaños sa problema ko?? Nge...Wala akong mailabas na matinong post nung mga nakaraang araw..

IIIIYEESSS-UHH! PART 2

2007-07-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

As usual, tamaraytis pa rin akong mag-update.Masyadong maraming pinapagawang article... huhuhu... sobrang brain drain! T____TNatanggap na rin ako sa The Journalese at Mediartrix!Sa palagay ko...lalo akong mamamayat sa mga darating pang mga araw.Wish me luck!(bakit ko naman kasi naisipang mangarir ngayon e?!)Oo nga pala, iboto niyo raw si Angel Velasco at Ericsson Peñalba sa Candy Cuties......pero

2007-07-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

HINDI PA RIN PO AKO MAKA-MOVE ON MULA SA MASAKLAP NA ENDING NG DEATH NOTE KAYA NAISULAT KO ANG POST NA ITO.T______________________________TALAM KO NAMANG MANGYAYARI YUN PERO NAIIYAK PA RIN AKO TUWING MAAALALA KO AT MAPAPANOOD/MABABASA KO YUN.PARA LANG NAKIPAG-BREAK, ANO?AT BAKIT NAPAKATAGAL NG PAG-USAD NG MGA PANGYAYARI SA HEROES?MERON BA KAYONG ALAM NA NAPKIN NA PAG GINAMIT MO AY PARA KANG MAY

IIYYYEESSS-UHH!!

2007-06-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

Niki/Jessica SandersYou scored 33 Idealism, 75 Nonconformity, 29 Nerdiness Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm not sure it's me looking back.Congratulations, you're Niki and/or Jessica Sanders! You get the honor of being the one character who is, in fact, two people! You have an especially dynamic and unpredictable nature. While you may seem like a

First Day Funk-y Smell and Other Odd-ventures^

2007-06-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

^complimets to meg_ganda2"Oohh... What's that funky smell??"- Forgotten Animated ShowNagsimula na ang klase!!First day pa lang marami ng pinasabog na bomba (lalo na ako) sa buhay ko. Actually, bago pa ang first day of classes ay parang meron ng gustong sumabog sa loob ko.Huling beses ko pumunta sa burol ng lolo ko nung Tuesday bago ang pasukan. Di naman ako nagtagal dun. Mga isang oras lang at

R.I.P.

2007-06-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

My grandpa died last June 10 due to cancer.(he's my dad's... er, dad.)May mga narealize akong bagay dahil dun.Kahit hindi kami naging malapit, mamimiss ko siya dahil sa pamilya nila ay siya na lang ang sane.Isa pang narealize ko ay...Yanga pala ang middle name niya. (actually matagal ko ng alam to pero ngayon ko na lang uli naalala)Ang tanong ngayon...Posible kayang...Magkamag-anak kami ni Ma'm

Pasukan Na @#$%!!

2007-06-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

Ilan sa mga pinoproblema ko sa pagsapit ng pasukan:- Makikita ko na naman sila *toot!*- Di ko sigurado kung magkakapera ako.- Di pa tapos ang Death Note.- P@$%&*#!ina kailangan na nilang tapusin ang Death Note dahil nagiging boring na yung series.- P@$%&*#!INA IPAPALABAS DAW SA GMA YUNG DEATH NOTE BY THE END OF THIS YEAR!!- Di ko pa tapos ang Ouran High School Host Club.- P@$%&*#!ina ang haba ng

Health Conscious (and did I spell it right?)

2007-06-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

If you're such in a hurry to die...then why smoke a lot?Why 'alcoholically' drink you're heart out?When you can easily stab your pumping red bitch.Or have a peg pushed into your "tempo" (temple). *that was a terrible joke*Because when you smoke or drink,you won't die right away.First, your lungs will be filled with those dark, disgusting things.Then your liver will fail.That will take up a long

Hhhhmmm... Wala Lang!

2007-06-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

Alam niyo ba yung pakiramdam na ang dami mong gustong ilagay sa blog mo, pero pag nasa harap ka na ng PC, di mo na maalala? Ang masama, maaalala mo lang kung anu-ano yun pag nakahiga ka na sa kama at matutulog, at na-post mo na yung ginawa mo na alam mo sa sarili mo ay isang 'kulang' na post.Ganito na lang lagi ang nangyayari sakin, kahit dun sa nauna kong blog. Kaya nga naiirita ko dun sa mga

Raffy is Against Granny!

2007-05-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wala na kong pera.Bago pa man mag-bakasyon, nalimas na ang pera ko dahil sa mga bayarin sa UST. Mga kaekekan na T-Shirt, ticket, at kung anu-ano pang sana ay di ko na lang pinatulan. Sa di pa malamang kadahilanan, sunud-sunod din ang pag-aaya ni Lyn Loraine nun sa SM Manila bago natapos ang sem.Wala na ring interesante sa Web.Walang magawa sa Friendster. Puro nood na lang ako sa Crunchyroll. Lagi

Speak Your Mind! \m/

2007-05-16T02:32:00.000+08:00

Before I say any crap, Aya-chan tagged me. And here it goes...Instructions:Each player of this games starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and

Of Previous Posts, J, Friendship, and... Flipping Insides?

2007-05-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

I apologize about the previous posts that I made. I just want to poke fun of people who "claim" they are Emo/ Goth/ Prep or whatever they say. Frankly, I hate those people. ssshhhhh... (whatever!)And because Poli commented about it...JOLOGS- The complete opposites of the Prep/Conyo. Like the Geeks, very few people admit that they are "jologs."- Have you ever gone to the movie house on the day a

What do you want to be?

2007-05-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

Hello kids! Who among these losers do you want to be?1. EMO- You must be emotional. Cry every time you have the chance. Cry when your boyfriend/girlfriend leave you, when your parents fight, when you cut yourself with a knife. Heck, even when you're happy! Just don't rub your eyes or else your black eyeliner will be erased.- You only have to listen to Emo music. My Chemical Romance, The Used,

Or So I Say... (wut?)

2007-04-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to blog about.Gumigising ako sa tanghali, sa pagitan ng ala-una hanggang alas-dos y medya. Nakaluto na nun ng tanghalian si Mommy kaya kakain na ko pagkatapos magmumog at mag-hilamos. Tapos, manonood ako ng kahit anong mapagdiskitahan kong palabas. Maghihintay ako hanggang mag ala-kwatro y medya para maligo. Pagpapatuloy ko ang TV marathon hanggang mag-alas siyete. Yun kasi ang

/sob

2007-04-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

I wasn't really ready yet to update. But I felt really depressed about something that came up moments ago. Yes, this is a post out of compulsion...I'd tackle the reason why later. In the meantime, I'd bore you guys for a while.After n years, I have finished watching Serial Experiments Lain and Chobits on YouTube (damn I'm so patient... with all the buffering!). Lain's ending is a bit sad. As for

Kill Asshole Online Gamers

2007-04-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

More reasons to hate staying at home.Dad came back from China (Sorry Poli, no siomai. Gusto mo Sprite na lang, made in China. hekhek...XD) and as usual that's one more person I fight over the ever sacred remote control. The good thing is, he brought the IBM laptop (which is way slower than my HS teacher Ms. Wolcott in loading, the refresh takes about 30 seconds). Pwede ko ng asarin ang isang gago

Good Friday But Not Really...

2007-04-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, so it did not happen.I admit I was expecting action (of the creepy kind) during the Clearance Day, but nothing really happened.She wasn't there when I arrived. The Dean's Lister, Mr. Policarpio said tubby has arrived earlier bringing some crap-tasting coffee that he flaunted to Mr. DL (was meant to annoy him but I'll leave that to the DL himself if he really did felt annoyed). I concluded

They Would Like To See What Death Is Like

2007-03-30T02:44:00.000+08:00

I think I'm watching too much Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori that's why I did this post. I just adore the series even if I started to watch it just months ago. Reasons why I like this are first, because of this guy......that's Ichimoku Ren, or Ren-chan for me. weheheheh.. he's one of Enma Ai's posse (wtf?!), the other two being an old, baldy guy and a voluptuous prostitute. I really like him despite

The Wanker Story and Other Bits of Shit

2007-03-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

First of all, about the previous post... tatagalugin ko na..."Hindi po ako galit kay Paula o sa kahit na sino pang tao. Wala naman po akong sinabing ganun. Kung naging ganun po ang pagkakaintindi niyo sa mga sinabi ko, e katangahan niyo yun. Wala naman kasi talaga akong sinabing galit ako sa kanya. Ang pinaka-"goal" ko po sa pagsulat nun ay para mailabas ang nararamdaman ko, hindi po para

Twin What?

2007-03-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

[edit]If you're a keen observer and you've been unfortunate to see me for the last few weeks of the Academic Year, you've probably notice that I was spending too much time alone. As a matter of fact, too abnormally much.It wasn't really because the people that I used to be with left or neglected me. (or probably I was just fooling myself with that notion and in reality they really are neglecting

That Part When I Can't Think of a Title

2007-03-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

Going back home to Cavite has never been this crappy.He's been talking trash lately and making it appear that I'm the evil one in the household. Like I'm not the daughter of the one who owns the abode that he's been shitting on for the last 11 years.It sucks.I never did anything wrong to him. I tried to treat him as nice as my stomach can take it. He is the one who fucked-up my good intentions.

New... huh?

2007-03-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

Mga 3 oras ko lang naman tinapos 'to at sa ngayon ay duling na'ko. Good luck!Nabasa ko yung post ni Nicole tungkol sa "changes"...Bigla kong naalala 'to.Warning: Overexposure of "WTFhappenedheresomebodypleaseenlightenme" situation.What do you think happened? o___0

Vanity Among Others

2007-03-11T10:40:00.000+08:00

I hate that fucking guy.I don't know why he has to live with us. He thinks highly of himself when all he does is smoke, drink alcohol, and waste his time in front of the PC. And he said I can't even cook the fucking rice. At least I didn't burn it unlike what you did, you miserable asshole. I'd definitely kill you someday.I don't wanna talk more about that guy so I'll just post some pics here

Summer Sunshine

2007-03-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

"You tell me you have to go... In the heat of summer sunshine,I miss you like nobody else ..."- The Corrs_I'll definitely miss you like nobody else..._Summer na!!I'm still hoping that I won't fail any subject(s) this sem so I can have a nice vacation. I mean, with all the puyatan-thing that I am fond of doing every summer. Besides, I would want to get my normal 13 hours of sleep. Yum!Babsi and

'em too fucking bitter

2007-03-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

I seriously need help. But in what way, I don't know either. So before Arvee complains again about me being depressed and all, I'd stop talking (typing) and let these people do the work.Thank you for that-lyrics-site-that-I-didn't-bother-knowing for these.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Come AroundI'm dressed all in blueAnd I'm remembering youAnd the dress you woreWhen you broke

wtf?

2007-02-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

Due to Poli's insistent demand (dahil siya lang naman talaga ang nangungulit), I'll give the answers to the questions commented here.Thank you to the people who wasted half of their lives thinking of what questions to be asked to a boring person like me. Mabuhay kayo at magpakarami!!By the way, I'm still open to questions you're cracked mind has formulated so feel free to continue asking.from

Comments Needed (just read on)

2007-02-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

Since I can't think of any topic that I think would interest some people (I can't believe I'm actually capable of caring about what people think of me... -.-) I would ask you - whoever's reading this post - to comment here by asking me any question.It doesn't matter if I know anything about it or whatever. Any question will do. If you want to know anything about me, then it's your chance to ask (

Confused, Dried

2007-02-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

I was torn...on what to blog about... not like there's so much going on in my life anyway.So what?Continue my previous post? Tell a story on what happened last Single Awareness Day? Or baffle my usual bullshit?I did nothing but arrange monoblocs for the Miting de Avance last Feb. 14. It was all in vain though. I won't delve into the details anymore.He didn't give any Valentine's gift at all.

Who Am I?

2007-02-05T08:18:00.000+08:00

AB Week started and as usual it sucks big time.We don't even have the annual College T-shirt. I have to pretend I'm from Engineering for the time being because of this. From what I heard, the parade went on... quietly.The only thing I liked about it is the susoension of classes.This is mainly the reason why I hate voting during campus elections...Go COMELEC! xD~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

And Because I Feeling Like Being A Vain Bitch...

2007-02-03T12:40:00.000+08:00

...I'm posting more pics!! I promised I'll post more anyway... So basically I'm tired of blurting out some shit again that's why I'm doing this.IV-St. Matthew on Recollection. I can't believe I'm in the middle beside a horsey...Rissienne Gammad looking goofy as usual. I can still see my "lost" teeth on this one... This was during Paupi's debut.Awww... Me and Jane during Meg's debut... di ba

If A Picture Paints A Thousand Words...

2007-01-29T15:08:00.001+08:00

I don't really have any interesting stories to share. Well, I did waste my time once in SM Mall of Asia but that was days ago (crappy arcade!!!)They say "A Picture Paints A Thousand Words." Since I can't put my shit into words again, I'll put it into images. Anyway, I also noticed that I don't often post pictures here. So this is a tribute to some pictures that I like. Sometime around February '

Hitori, Mou Ichido

2007-01-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

Now I know why I feel the pain of what he said...I know it's not my business. It's a deal he has to make with the people he love and care. It's for their own good. Otherwise, they will suffer...But why I was so hurt when he told me that... It was a question, until now.As I was walking under the drizzle that afternoon, I can't help but notice that I'm alone for the nth time. Everyone else seems to

So Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired

2007-01-15T12:38:00.000+08:00

That's Tina Wesson for you guys.No, I'm not an obsessed fan of Survivor nor am I Mrs. Wesson's stalker, but I always remember that quotable quote of hers whenever I'm "sick-and-tired" of my life...just like now.I'm at the Central Lib, again. Internet connections are still bad all over the country. I can't access You Tube on our dear PC at home. I miss Lain and Chii so much... :cI'm not supposed

Sugar, Spice, and Every bit of Lies

2007-01-04T10:55:00.000+08:00

"Sinabi ko bang mabait akong tao?"Sa lahat ng ayoko yung pinupuna ang mga kagaguhang nagawa ko. Bakit nga ba ganun?Natural lang naman na pinupuna ang mga pagkakamali. Kasi sabi ng mga "taong mababait", hindi daw tayo matuto ng tamang asal kung hindi natin alam ang mali sa tama. Okay... may point! Tama nga naman. Pero ibang usupan na kapag buhay mo pinapakielaman na. Okay lang na punahin nila ang

Sadly, I Have to Live in this World

2006-12-23T10:44:00.001+08:00

Actually I'm not in the mood to update today. But since some people (read: Tin and her adoring fan, Fantilagan aka the Evil Betty) are already asking, I'd do it. Sorry but the skin will stick for some time. I just couldn't find a good layout for the mean time.Christmas is only 2 days away. The New Year will shortly follow. I usually do a recap of what went "wrong" in the past year. Fortunately

Yea boy.

2006-12-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

Woo-hoo!Internet, here comes your worst nightmare...ATASHI! XDNow that this shameless excuse for a house is back on the web, expect a change in layout, my loyal peasants (yuck).This skin is tiring anyway.YOU TUBE! haha......... AUDITION!Now I'm talking shit like my PE teacher... I'd better stop.The Garcia tandem's giving me a hard time.I've only had 3 hours sleep. 0_0

Help Me with This

2006-12-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

Virus. Spyware. Worm.Kung sino man ang makakapagsabi sa'kin kung ano ang pinagkaiba ng isa bukod sa lahat sila ay salot sa iniirog mong computer at nakakairita... edi salamat!Lagi na lang akong nahaharap sa mga ganitong klaseng bagay. Minsan dahil na rin sa kahiligan kong mag-download. Pero mali naman ata na kahit hindi ko ginagalaw ang PC ay ako ang sinisisi sa pagkakaron nito ng V/S/

Sorry Naman Diba.

2006-12-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

Naghahanap na naman ako ng rason para hindi ituloy ang pagsu-suicide. ahehe... gudlak naman diba. Sa susunod pramis, may sense na ang post ko. May hangover pa ko sa galit ko sa lola ko.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Broken this fragile thing nowAnd I can't, I can't pick up the piecesAnd I've thrown my words all aroundBut I can't, I can't give you a reasonI feel so broken

Silly Me sarcastic

2006-11-30T11:37:00.000+08:00

Woah. I didn't know that.Anyway, I'M REALLY SORRY that I'm such an ungreatful (and sarcastic)person.......But if I remember correctly, my parting words to people (especially those included in the 18's) were..."Pasensya na po at ginabi na!""Sorry dahil na-late ako!"and..."Salamat sa pagpunta!"If I knew that people don't understand my vernacular language, I wouldn't have used it to show my utmost

The first time I slept with guy(s) and how bitchy my Grandma is

2006-11-27T09:26:00.000+08:00

It was almost okay.I had my 18th birthday celebration last November 25. The venue is REALLY far so I didn't expect people, especially my friends who are home-imprisoned by their folks, to be there.Of course I was late. Blame it on the hair. I arrived at the place around 9 p.m. so basically everyone is cursing me inside their heads when they saw me. Of course they were hungry. duh.The 18's were

Do You Care?

2006-11-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

When: November 25, 2006Where: Springville Heights Clubhouse, Molino Bacoor CaviteWhat: The Bitch is Now an Adult so Celebrate your Ass off (aka Mijiru's Debut)Attire: Semi-formal. Mom begs you not to wear maong. for cripes sake.How to go: Text me. I can hook someone to help you up. 09224916089/09158534397How to go back to your fucking manholes: If you leave so damn far away, there will be a

Hitori

2006-11-17T10:50:00.000+08:00

Here I am again.Still no internet on the Ong's humble abode, thus I'm still net-deprived in QC. So how come I was able to update?I'm here, yet again, in UST's ever-not-so-reliable internet service just on the ground floor of the Miguel de Benavidez Library.(I think we've become close already for I've been hanging out here for almost two weeks)Why?My constant companions have been taken away from

Wow. Small World.

2006-11-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

Biruin mo, nakita lang kita isang nakakaantok na umaga, di ko alam na ikaw na pala yun.Tapos ngayon...nakakasawa na ang mukha mo. Nakakasuka. hehehe. Pero totoo, naaalibadbaran na ko sayo.Promise.Ang ganda mo kasi eh. Totoo ulit yan.haaaaaaaaaayy...Buti na lang may pangontra ko... shet... sana T-TH na...

Juuhachi

2006-11-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yea. It's great to be an adult. You'd get to do things a child aren't allowed to.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Patapos na ang Sembreak. Balik-eskwela. Wala na naman akong pera. Walang pahinga. Walang cable.Kahapon nagkita kami ni Erlan. Gusto ko man na ako na lang ang kasama niya sa buong hapon na yun dahil wala namang ginagawang effort ang ibang tao para magkita-kita kami kahit

My Wish is UST's Command

2006-10-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

"Tuesday...Pasaway na PE 'yan! Ayoko na! Sana magpalit talaga ng PE sa 2nd sem! Mas pipiliin ko pa ang Social Dance sa panahong 'to kesa naman sa stupidity na nararamdaman ko tuwing PE namen.""Bwisit pang PE yan may Practical Test kami ulit next week at take note, DOON KAMI SA GYMNASIUM MAGTE-TEST!! GRABE, KAHIHIYAN NA NAMAN!! Tama ba naman 'yun?! Asar talaga! Kaya kailangan na naman naming

L-A-M-E!

2006-10-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

Probably the only adjective to describe anything-and-everything in my life since the start of Sembreak.Okay. I know I wanted this. A break. But heck there's nothing good to do. I feel so unproductive. Well, except when I painted my own nails.HU-WAAAAATT?!?!Yes, I did put on some nail polish on my toenails because I despised the gross, black-thingys on the side (aka dirt). I don't wanna see them

Octoberfest

2006-10-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Waw! Tagal ko rin hindi nakapag-update. Inabot na ko ng October. Ang saya... hehehe. Sisihin niyo si Milenyo. Dahil sa kanya ilang araw walang kuryente. At hanggang ngayon wala pa ring internet yung PC sa QC. Gumagamit lang ako ng kuryente at Internet sa USTe dahil ngayon lang din ako nagkaron ng panahon.Sisihin niyo rin ang mababait kong guro sa Faculty of Arts and Letters. Kung kelan matatpos

I Wonder

2006-09-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

wo0t!September is about to end already... how fast time flies no? I can already smell Sembreak... aaaahhhhh...I recently got sick... again... and was out of school for a week. HA! A week! And you thought I couldn't get any more insane huh...?! Of course, I'm having a hard time coping up with all the work. We recently had our Finals for LTS and because of that, I needed to come back in the city

weh...!

2006-09-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

You are 41.27% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.555099 people have taken this test to date.This percentage means that :•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.•Most of the time, you trust the people around.•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.I

Feels Like...

2006-09-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

What it feels like to be a crappy, good-for-shit, everyday, jealous bitch...Like hell, it is.Fuck. Feeling jealous makes me want to kill myself.Unfortunately, I'm still fucking alive and kicking......and I'm damn stuck with this ugly feeling.shit. bakit ko ba kailangang maging selosa... sa dami naman ng ugaling pwede kong makuha... pucha.~*~*~*~Silly for me to feel this way about you and her cuz

Bitch but not a Whore

2006-09-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

Crazy things have happened during the past week.Evan and I decided to watch Mediartrix's 10th Anniversary variety show, 2dM@X, last Sep. 4. The show ended kinda late and we discovered that it rained really hard while we were enjoying the show inside the Albertus Magnus Auditorium. To add up to the mess, UST was flooded badly... but not as bad compared to what awaited us on España Blvd.! Shit!

-ber

2006-09-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

-ber months na pala. Malapit na ang anniv. ng 9/11, Halloween, All Saint's Day, All Soul's Day, Pasko, birthday ko *pukes*, at syempre.... SEMBREAK!!![ala lang...]Umuwi ako sa Cavite nung Saturday galing sa PETA play na "Walang Himala". Ayus naman, nakakatuwa siya. Pinadala pa sa'kin nung kapatid ko yung lalagyan niya ng plates, yung blue na mahabang pabilog. Basta ayun. Ok naman, nag-feeling

Like Sh!t

2006-08-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

May sakit ako. Pero feeling ko lang ata yun. Ano nga ba ang panama ko sa desisyon ng ubod-na-galing-na-doktor-sa-USTE-na-alam-ang-lahat. Oo, sige wala na. Sabi mo eh. Sino bang nang-aral ng med. sa'min.. Ah leche! Di na talaga ko pupunta sa putanginang Health Service na yan.Di ko alam kung ano meron sa linggong ito, pero sobrang iritable ako. Hindi na ko natutuwa. Pero kahit papano may